hmmm... so i been sad lately... as i guess you probably know if you've read this recently... and if you didn't notice that then i guess that's cool too... but, meh... i suppose it doesn't really matter... anyway... :) now i'm happy again... maybe i shouldn't be, but i'm not sure so i'll go with happy for now... :) *smiles...*

when you rush, and you see
there is nothin, for me
but you want, to be free
so you try, just to be
but the things, that you know
wont let you, the fuck go
and you freak, cause your low
so you try, but you blow
and the time, that you wait
realize, it's too late
but, fuck, it was great
so ya try, just to wait
'cause you know, it's still there
and you want, to be fair
and not hurt, everywhere
so you try, to just care
and it works, so its done
and you stress, that its won
and you smile, it aint gone
try to be, number one
no more stress, no more hurt
pick yourself, from the dirt
don't you see, on your shirt
all blood stained, from past hurt
and it was, nothin more
than the past, hauntin your
dreams that, you hold dear
but you smile, 'cause its clear
that you won, that its thru
you're in love, and its true
and you know, the she who
you love so, love you too
so you wait, and you try
and you sit, and don't cry
'cause its done, cheeks are dry
no more hurt, wonder why?
did you know? the whole time
in your head? was there shine
when you look, upon mine
all my love, and its fine
so i sit, and i play
and its great, so i say
that my love, made my day
and she did, and i stay